My B'day =)

16.10.2008
12:00am...
When the clock tick right after 12:00am...my phone has been ringing...massages keep coming in...with smile on my face...i really appreciate friends...thanks for all the wishes!!!

It's raining...Sitting at cafe 'After Three'...with nasi lemak as my breakfast...drinking hot Chinese tea and online...so just feel like blogging for now =)

It's Complicated

Who am I??



Argh..






My world is getting more and more complicated...to the extend that I have slowly forgotten who I really am and what am I doing in this world... a world that is full of pretense...having been wearing different masks each day to face different people...different situations...and I finally came to myself..i just feel that i'm so complicated !!

Sometimes, with my heart aching and feeling down and yet need to put on a brave smile...all i can say is, Grace, you are very strong!! But through it all, i'm still a human being with a soft heart, weak spirit and a tearful eyes...I will still stumble and fell, and i finally realise that to pretend is harder than to become myself...there are still things yet to learn..and i'm learning...