8 comes after 7

July has gone...week 4 has ended with a cocktail of satisfactions and disappointments...blend together to make the week fall into place...glad that proposal for the final year project had at least drafted out...but there is still much anticipation for a head-nodded response from my supervisor...

August is much more eventful...my works is getting busier definitely with tonnes of assignments...proposal write up and exams coming up...presentations are also scheduled in this month...not forgetting my bro's convocation :) and many more coming...well, let just see how I cope with all these...

point of reflections

uncertain feelings...random thoughts...

When things just do not happen the way I want...
When all the works which had putting in so much efforts on just do not seems to be achieving it's purposes...
When things seems to be so near and yet it is just so far...
When I thought I have end a chapter...but actually I've not...
When I thought I have known you through and through...but there is still things hidden in folds..secret untold...
When there is so much of sadness in within and yet need to plaster on a brave smile...
When all things seems doesn't really count anymore...
I tried..I'm trying...and I will continue to try...
And when the rainbow caught my eyes...
Promises of God manifested...
I will endure any circumstances...
gear up my spirit for all the unexpected trials ahead...

emo-ing

Reshuffle

So much that's happening...so much so that I can only focus on what happens now and little space left for me to think what's next...life is full of surprises...good and bad...happy and sad...well..given a choice..i rather choose not to have surprises...for I am a person who's hard to adjust to changes when I'm pretty comfortable with what I am now...BUT for now...definitely reshuffling of plans and thoughts need to take place...journeyed on a road which is less traveled by...all I can say is it is hard and challenging...anyway...I will try to adapt...until I reached that comfort zone again...

Final year is killing me...stepping into week 3 loaded with all the incomplete tasks from week 2...less hours spent for sleepss...with every efforts trying to make things come to past...sometimes my heart do longing for a shelter that I can hide...well, perhaps for now...i can only squeeze in the toilet boil :) and flush me away if u could...

..thoughts..

I wish I can dive into the deepest oceans...
or climb the highest mountain...
or be at the lowest valley...
or soar with eagle high above the deep blue skies...
... ... ...
as long as...
to be furthest from my final year project...
so much anticipation for the light at the end of the tunnel...

steadfast

When one door closes...have faith that another door is open for us...even if another door closes again...perhaps that is not the one and keep believing that God has a better one installed for us...the best is yet to come...
**abiding

press on...

Lectures are resumed...briefing on courses today seems to throw heavy stones upon my head...it's no longer bread and butter that we are talking about...this sem is going to be way harder...definitely busier...again i can categorized it as a killer sem...much more efforts need to be input...assignment has been given on the very first day of lecture...this is how heavy it is...and I'm still working very hard for my FYP proposal...perhaps this is what it meant by final year...
**press on

...

With many things running in my thoughts...
All the good and the bad ones...

Finished the race...

2 months of internship has finally come to an end...though it was a tiring one but above all...i really missed every part of it...the bond of friendship that we built during the industrial training is very much cherished in my heart :) may it never lose its strength one day...the path that we traveled along leave memories...joy and sweat we shared...they will all be remembered well...all the bitter and the sweet one...never forget to lift up one another when one seems to be down and discouraged...we worked..we tried..we experienced..and these make all things beautiful at the end :) we've finally finished the race together...


Certificate presentation from the Head of Institute
upon accomplishing my internship


I miss you all...=_="'

Well, a new semester is starting...another level of my life that I am stepping into...with no clues what's lying ahead but a great anticipation for a great one :)
Expecting for the best...is yet to come...!!