I've finished my final exam today...but this holiday is totally different...or should I say life after 23 of October is totally a new world...a world which I scared to step in...a world with challenges lying ahead which I need to learn to face...I just don't get use to this world that I'm stepping into...and how I wish things will never happened this way...
That day had shaken my life...I've lost someone who loved me..favored me so much!! Words can't comprehend how much I missed him, how much I long to see him again but i know this will never happen in this life time...On that day, the Lord had received my dad with his arms of grace to the place where he belongs..a place where he don't need to suffer any longer..a place with no pain..no sickness..no tears...My dad had left us that morning with a smile on his face...Little did he knows that how much sorrows, how much tears that he had left behind...We really missed him!!!
Sometimes i still couldn't believe everything that had happened...thought it is just a bad dream..or it is just a drama scene that we watch on series...thought my dad is just went out somewhere and he will be back again one day...but...i know it can never be!!
I can see that he favored me most among my siblings...no one can be like my dad...he is someone whom I treasured most in my life..he cared for our family with all that he is though he is not a rich man..but he know how important for us as children to further our studies..he did all that he can to support us...even in his days of sickness...he still did his part as a father to the family...he struggled between dead and life but still at the end..he loses his strength...he loses his ability...and put a full stop in his life...
It's 26 days now after i've last seen my dad...he left his best gift to me which i will never forget...he still wished me happy birthday on the phone with his weak voice..this really encouraged me a lot...and i think this is the last words that he had spoken out of his clear mind to me before his mind had become confused...and he had always encouraged us to study hard to achieve higher goals in life...I will keep this in my heart forever...I love you dad!! Miss you so much!!!
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2 comments:
miaw, stand strong in the lord. one day..one day, we going to meet ur dad again in heaven. like u said where he is now is no more pain, not more tears..
dear, we miss him too =')...
we'll be seeing him at the end of the day. He would want you to have a successful future... continue to rely on Him. though your biological father may not be able to take care of you anymore, but our Father in heaven will always be there for you. =) Hugs.
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