LiTle VoiCe from the HeArt...

As I was sitting there just now...I reasoned a lot of things..many things had came across my mind...things in the past...things that's happening now...and things that yet to come to past...it's full of twist and turns...I really do not know how to put all these into words...

I have my dreams...dreams to pursue...goals to be achieved...but all these have been bounded by the reality in life which I find it hard to take on...I wished I can let go some of these boundaries and just move on with what my heart desires but I couldn't...I realized there are so much responsibilities that I have to bear which my heart is heavy to let go...yes...it's heavy!

I'm not sure if this is the right choice that I've chosen...or perhaps I just need to give it a try one day..trying to look beyond all these and just go ahead...I know changes will definitely take place...but in fact that's the biggest thing that I'm concerned and worried about...

I do wonder why all these have to happen in such a way as this...my life wasn't like this before...for many years I did not really enjoy my life...I mean the enjoyment to the point where there is nothing to be worried about..nothing to be bounded with...yes..I do wish for a breakthrough in this area...and I will patiently wait for that time to come...

Perhaps many may wonder what I wrote in this post...but it's ok...I also do not know what exactly I want to say...that's just something in my heart that I want to let go of..but I don't know who to be poured out...and perhaps this is the only column for the little voice in my heart...